Another week down!

Well, tomorrow starts my fourth week of my five week class! I just uploaded my rough draft for our paper. This week I have 3 chapters to read and provide feedback on for each, take a quiz, and continue working on my paper. Should be a busy week! That's ok - keeps things interstesting around here!!

On to another topic today.......Some of you know we are trying to get pregnant. Well, so far we have been unsuccessful, and we have been using a fertlity drug called Clomid. Every time the doc gives me a higher dose of it, I turn into the Wicked Witch of the West! I have decided I am done using this drug. Yesterday at church, a lady and her husband were baptised, and during their testimony they both shared about their battle with infertility and that after all the treatments nothing happened.......that is, until they left it up to God. One month after they stopped treatments, they were pregnant. My hubby and I have decided that this is the road we are going to take from here on out. We know that we CAN get pregnant, we have 3 children! We need to let God decide when the time is right for us to have another child, if He chooses to bless us with one. It is so hard for me to let go of this and let God handle it, but, I know it's what I have to do. For the last month I actually starting thinking maybe we should be done, maybe I don't want anymore kids. I'm focused on school now, my kids are becoming more independent and don't need my attention every second anymore, and that is nice. After hearing this couple at church, I cried through most of the service after that. I knew right then that I was NOT ready to be done, and I do in fact want another baby. My hubby agrees. For this month, I am actually still on the Clomid. I had already taken my dose of it before we decided to stop. So, who knows, we may conceive this month, but if we don't, we will just leave it to God and let Him take care of it.

Well, enough of that!!! I will be posting again soon!